shit happens.

finally, i am back. i think so. ha.anyway, my senior year is not that bad. at first, its so horrible. it is supposed to be showwww. but major wrong. me me me.he came back. i thought so. just lets say that.......i gave him notes.i gave him letters.i gave him cards.i gave him goodies.i gave him my everything.guess what? he did nothing at all. not even one a bit.now, i am getting sick of people cos they kept saying, "nellie? re you with him now?" i have to tell them, "sadly, no i am not." then they wuld say, "how come?" what the fuck......for now, i just don't know what is going on.......

why not?

im gunna to be a wonderwoman for awhile so i can get in love with a spiderman.lame? yeah, i know. :)

what the fuck....

love. i think i don't know what it means. you tell me.

my mystery guy.

*smirking*hes back! im the happiest woman alive in this world now.

big finally!

yeah yeah, it is sure abut time for me to update this.....*gasps* finally, i am backkk home.... no shit. i went out to deafway2, vbcamp, at annalee's home, eyf, and mm blah blah blah. :)ugh. i sure miss ylc terribly. once, i looked at ylc homepage recently, it just brings the memories back.... that is all, folks-

girl power.

i got a book-- "cool women" just that i got it from school. hard-won battles by the women who came before us in america. famous women. gotta to love them.-lucille ball-ameila earhart-jane goodall-rosie the riveter-calamity jane-evita-the suffragists-harriet tubmantheres more but i picked those.... badassed, eh? :)

me me can't sleep....:)

9 things you 're looking forward to-B&B elite vb camp-deaf way 2 @ gu-my senior year/trip-stay @ annalee's place for few days-eyf (ughh! but me me curious)-my vb season on this fall-bball tourney at wpsd-my graduation night-college days8 things you wear daily-contact lenses-girly underwears-bra-flipflops-my favorite blue jean-necklaces-bracelets-dyed shirt7 things that annoy you-nosey people-jealousy-emily jo's nasty attitude-cigarettes smells-people who tend to obsess about the stupid things-people who think that they know everything-people gets mad for no reasons6 things that you touch everyday-my pager -my bed-pictures-my favorite blanket-books/maganizes-tv remote5 things you do everyday-sleep-use my pager-watch tv-looking at pictures-eating reese (not everyday, but pretty much)4 people you'd want to spend more time with-priscilla -geoffrey-annalee-brettand also shabs... can't resist her....3 movies you culd watch over and over-harry potter and the sorcerer's stone -cats & dogs-james and the giant peach2 of your favorite books at this moment-"my daughter" by lois duncan-a book that is all about my mum1 person you wuld spend the rest of your life with-i think i know who...:)

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i'm so like, ahh!"why worry?"just a phrase that i found in a book. phat.

laughing out loud.......

HBO! just gotta to love that word... oh! not that nasty program on the tv...tsk tsk tsk! it has a different meaning.. smirks to the 2 crazy boys in my world.

major blah

im so bored today.. i will stay home ALONE all the day today! *pouts* me me miserable.. my mom and dad will be out cos of their alumni wknd! *scoffs* howww lameeee! they willl be seeing many of their old classmates and friends... i kept wondering if some of the men culd might have a bald heads, just alike my daddy? damn.zane kept bugging me to play one on one with him for basketball outside.. i groaned but still went out and play with him anyway.. major shit! hes pretty good for his age! i have to go out and shoot some everyday! ahh!later, i will dye my shirt! *squeals* can't wait!

emily jo

she is totally bitch. enuff said.

*yawns*

ahh. i woke up at noon today! everyday, i started to sleep in late and wake up late.. i needed that! but later, i will be much better, waking up more earlier than at noon.. showw!yetesterdy, i went to mm okok amusement park with bunch of friends.the weather is nice. i had a good time. lol. but until my eyes lay on that peaunt butter fudge. i nearly screamed. i was thinking, i must get a piece of that!i ran into a small store.i brought one.a woman slowly put it in a box.in my mind, damnit.hurry up!finally, she gave it to me.i paid for it.at last, i have my hands on a box.i opened it.there stood it, a peanut butter fudge!i grabbed it.i ATE it!WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! yummy in tummy! shit, i cannot even resist it......

HILARIOUS!

this afternoon, when emily jo wanted to go local library, so i'm willing to go with her with my mum, when we got out of the house, i saw a green stuff on a flag---on the front of my house.. i thought it was nothing so i hopped into a van... my mom came out too, she looked up and she PANICKED!! bigg time! she was like, ohh shitt! that's a bird poop! i laughed sooo hard!!! shes so funny... and then, she was like, ohh? i never see a green poop before.. she must be an idiot.. i told her, i dont think it is a poop... she kept saying, "oh yes, it is... oh that bitch bird..." a green poop? she must be kidding me!oh? the library sucks!