hmph.

abut time for me to update this. my xmas break is not that bad. at last, 2003 is finally here. shuld be a good year. if not, then fuck that. *smirks* sooo, can't wait to go kentucky for a bball tourney. should be fun. eh?gotta to zoom. ciao.

this is actually sucks.

i am losing her. :( i don't know if i will be ok.

it is time to celebrate!

happy birthday to me!happy birthday to me!happy birthday to me, to dearest naive nellie.happy birthday to meeeeee!!!

uh-uh?

it is just that i miss HIM.....:(that's enuff..... snap out of it, nellie! me me major boring in here..... just do this and there. that's it. me me starting to love amanda more! SERIOUSLY. *muahs*amanda + nellieyou can't resist me.i can't resist you.everybody can't resist us too!that's about it!best friends forever. ohh! mah birthdays coming soon! *jumping up and down**gasps* CIAO.oh oh, cannot wait to talk with annalee tonight at 10! that's so emergency..... big time.

me? *looking at myself*

he said: "you re not feeling cure yet" omg.maybe he is right. eh? :)i like this poem very much:who cares if i dress differently?who cares if i have a mismatch shoes?who cares if i have a long legs?who cares if i am skinny?who cares if i have ugh hair?who cares if i have a lousy set of makeup?who cares if i prefer a messy room?who cares if i love someone?who cares if i really cared a lot?who simply cares?out there, some ppl really do care. i hope so.weird, huh?

oh?

just woke up. got here from new jersey for esdaa vb tournament... let's say that mah team got in second place.maryland won the champs again.well, it was kinda good game. yay!oh.... by the way, i loveeee priscilla's shoes.i think im gunna to steal all of her shoes.*smirking*me me gotta to bounce off. :)

:)

ahh. yesterday, my vb team got in third place in a big all day touranment.. im proud of mah girls. (smirking)now.... for other things, i think im feeling so much much better. and wayy happier! let's celebrate and have a major chocolate cake. eh??

shit happens.

finally, i am back. i think so. ha.anyway, my senior year is not that bad. at first, its so horrible. it is supposed to be showwww. but major wrong. me me me.he came back. i thought so. just lets say that.......i gave him notes.i gave him letters.i gave him cards.i gave him goodies.i gave him my everything.guess what? he did nothing at all. not even one a bit.now, i am getting sick of people cos they kept saying, "nellie? re you with him now?" i have to tell them, "sadly, no i am not." then they wuld say, "how come?" what the fuck......for now, i just don't know what is going on.......

why not?

im gunna to be a wonderwoman for awhile so i can get in love with a spiderman.lame? yeah, i know. :)

what the fuck....

love. i think i don't know what it means. you tell me.

my mystery guy.

*smirking*hes back! im the happiest woman alive in this world now.

big finally!

yeah yeah, it is sure abut time for me to update this.....*gasps* finally, i am backkk home.... no shit. i went out to deafway2, vbcamp, at annalee's home, eyf, and mm blah blah blah. :)ugh. i sure miss ylc terribly. once, i looked at ylc homepage recently, it just brings the memories back.... that is all, folks-

girl power.

i got a book-- "cool women" just that i got it from school. hard-won battles by the women who came before us in america. famous women. gotta to love them.-lucille ball-ameila earhart-jane goodall-rosie the riveter-calamity jane-evita-the suffragists-harriet tubmantheres more but i picked those.... badassed, eh? :)

me me can't sleep....:)

9 things you 're looking forward to-B&B elite vb camp-deaf way 2 @ gu-my senior year/trip-stay @ annalee's place for few days-eyf (ughh! but me me curious)-my vb season on this fall-bball tourney at wpsd-my graduation night-college days8 things you wear daily-contact lenses-girly underwears-bra-flipflops-my favorite blue jean-necklaces-bracelets-dyed shirt7 things that annoy you-nosey people-jealousy-emily jo's nasty attitude-cigarettes smells-people who tend to obsess about the stupid things-people who think that they know everything-people gets mad for no reasons6 things that you touch everyday-my pager -my bed-pictures-my favorite blanket-books/maganizes-tv remote5 things you do everyday-sleep-use my pager-watch tv-looking at pictures-eating reese (not everyday, but pretty much)4 people you'd want to spend more time with-priscilla -geoffrey-annalee-brettand also shabs... can't resist her....3 movies you culd watch over and over-harry potter and the sorcerer's stone -cats & dogs-james and the giant peach2 of your favorite books at this moment-"my daughter" by lois duncan-a book that is all about my mum1 person you wuld spend the rest of your life with-i think i know who...:)

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i'm so like, ahh!"why worry?"just a phrase that i found in a book. phat.

laughing out loud.......

HBO! just gotta to love that word... oh! not that nasty program on the tv...tsk tsk tsk! it has a different meaning.. smirks to the 2 crazy boys in my world.

major blah

im so bored today.. i will stay home ALONE all the day today! *pouts* me me miserable.. my mom and dad will be out cos of their alumni wknd! *scoffs* howww lameeee! they willl be seeing many of their old classmates and friends... i kept wondering if some of the men culd might have a bald heads, just alike my daddy? damn.zane kept bugging me to play one on one with him for basketball outside.. i groaned but still went out and play with him anyway.. major shit! hes pretty good for his age! i have to go out and shoot some everyday! ahh!later, i will dye my shirt! *squeals* can't wait!

emily jo

she is totally bitch. enuff said.

*yawns*

ahh. i woke up at noon today! everyday, i started to sleep in late and wake up late.. i needed that! but later, i will be much better, waking up more earlier than at noon.. showw!yetesterdy, i went to mm okok amusement park with bunch of friends.the weather is nice. i had a good time. lol. but until my eyes lay on that peaunt butter fudge. i nearly screamed. i was thinking, i must get a piece of that!i ran into a small store.i brought one.a woman slowly put it in a box.in my mind, damnit.hurry up!finally, she gave it to me.i paid for it.at last, i have my hands on a box.i opened it.there stood it, a peanut butter fudge!i grabbed it.i ATE it!WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! yummy in tummy! shit, i cannot even resist it......

HILARIOUS!

this afternoon, when emily jo wanted to go local library, so i'm willing to go with her with my mum, when we got out of the house, i saw a green stuff on a flag---on the front of my house.. i thought it was nothing so i hopped into a van... my mom came out too, she looked up and she PANICKED!! bigg time! she was like, ohh shitt! that's a bird poop! i laughed sooo hard!!! shes so funny... and then, she was like, ohh? i never see a green poop before.. she must be an idiot.. i told her, i dont think it is a poop... she kept saying, "oh yes, it is... oh that bitch bird..." a green poop? she must be kidding me!oh? the library sucks!

DAMN!

i was just testing my livejournal entries.. (just playing around) and accidentally, i deteled one of my entries!!!! it was about oceancity, md and bsbsbs!! im SOO MADDD!!!! =(soo, i have to type againnnn but short! short! impt impt that i still remember some of that.. mmm-mm i went to mssd prom on June 7th with shabby. hadd a blasst timee!! and went ocean city, md with priscilla and some friends.. glad that i spend the time with her. shes soo hilarious! we were obsessed about the big truck got stuck in the small tiny tunnel.. and oh! i remembered that i did say that my sister went to three proms... no offense but shes popular... *winkss* whoaa, i think i changed here myself...and VITA! finally saw him here and there.... gotta to love him.. and i didn't mention about my prom.. i went with brett which is my besbud.. it was niceeee.. also, one crazy wknd is that, mm one of my greatestest friends, amanda got four stitches at ohio for cedarpoint.. bsbsbs--------! showww! it was awful! i felt bad for her.. but luckily, shes okkk! so that's it..... im still mad, really....

U-G-H!

yesterday---my sister is totally bitch.. period..... you will understand why if you see her everyday... she got this champ nasty attitude! but sometimes you gotta to love her.. ;) so far, i stayed home.. m a j o r b o r i n g... at least, i read some books, watched tv some, and cleaned some dirty works for my mum around the house..... annddd, i painted my fingernails! its so ba1! i decorated it... showwww! i wonder what i will do tomorrow.. *gasps* gotta jet!p.s. i made my mum so NERVOUS when i drove to the grocery store. i think she almost had a heart attack.... no worry cos im a good driver!

its okok

yesterday, i have been so BUSY... ah! cos when the schools over, then i stayed home for awhile to be with derek.. blah blah.. you know? then at 4pm, i went to rochy with my dad for his little bowling tournment...but i went to NTID to see tracey and some of my friends.... last night i went bed so late cos i talked with tracey for long time abut many stuffs.. it is sure great to be in college... eh? ahh...*sigh* i woke up this morning and realized that im in a dorm room... ahh! lololol ;) then i went out with tracey and two of her friends and ate at mcDonald's.... i only ate a double cheeseburger and a cup of water.... lousy lousy but im so STUFFED! that is one thing i dont understand about myself... ugh. then i saw tracey's brother, david and tommy, also jake... thennn i was on DSP floor... kinda neat! *smirking*tonight, will go to a party.. *gulps* hahah....

today, i huffa...

today, i huffa to go dorm... ofc, to get ready for school tomorrow... UGH.... im so glad that there will be no track meets on this week.... i needed a big B.R.E.A.K.oh horseshit, i didn't do my homework yet! wtf, i have a long weekend plus no school today... what i was thinking? obviously, im LAZY! eh?i will not update my lj on this week at school... im sure you know why... ;) on this weekend, i will not be at home! yah! i will be up at rochy to see some of my friends... im curious abut NTID and blahh.... ahh! my moms cranky! gotta bounce!

i don't understand....

i just can't stop eating all the day..... UGH! i guess im finally hungry today! lol.... went to pirates game with derek.. not bad... the men won the game, 3-2.... after that, derek gave me a small lesson for a parallel park.. i kinda gave him a hard time.. me me bad! *big grin*emily jo is making me miserable! she kept bugging me to get her "own" livejournal.....i told her to knock it off! she gave me one of those nasty attitude... i felt like to strangle her... sisters?! eh? tell me about it..YAY! no school for me tomorrow! thank god for that.... ;) oh no, im having one of those massive headaches.... gutta go!

*scoffs*

why is everybody never listens to me?? ugh.... just had a horrible morning...

eh?

i'm sooo glad that im home! from school, ofc! i was like, EH!?! cos, i wanna to update my lj at the school, in the computer lab, as usually.. but ever since, i heard that some teachers tend to look in other kids' websites to check it out if they re bad or sumething.. its totally worthless for me to update for my lj at school... if i wanna to say something bad, i wuld get BUSTED! aint want that.. lmao.... ahh, schools okok....i have been tanning.. whoa, i think im black now.. no offense.. just getting ready for prom.. ahh! ISD already have their prom today.. lucky them! ;)my sister, emily jos so hilarious in the bus today! she kept winkin wildy to my brother, zane... she made those goofy and lame expressions, somehow we laughed so HARD in the bus for no reason! a woman whos watching us, we call her witch.. lolol! anyway, she just looked at us strangely.. who cares!? *chuckles*jason, GOT BANANAS?? *smirking*

mm-mmm

well, todays Sunday... oh no.. *looks away* i just hate it when todays Sunday or something cos i haffa to go school n all... bsbsbs all of that shit!! outsides lousy... and everythings lousy.. no offense... ;) i mean, its so boring in here and my moms really upset with me cos i got a okok reportcard... i mean its no big deal... ever since i always got 3.6 to 3.8... now i got 3.1.. she gets crazy for a second... now i have a damn curfew! ughh... i just can't help it! at 6pm, tonight, i haffa to go deaf wrestlefest... very interesting... mm-mmm now i will see the sweaty guys to kill eachother... lolololalso, ahh... i have been wanting to say this: last week, in chemsitry class, someone said, "when i said forever to my beau and it makes me feel special..." HA! i dont think so and she gotta to be kidding me... seriously! i mean, forever?? it is sure a powerful word.. don't you think?? anyway, i dont feel that way... nope.. but but someday, i will might... who knows? im just only young chick...can you tell me what "forever" means?? eh?

ahh

well.. well.. finally that i updated my lj... not bad.. *gulpssS* lmao!priz, i want you to know that im always there for you and if you needed to talk.....ofc, im here.... miss yah, my little shit...